but it's better if you do

kalo ngeliat video gituan di youtube, rasanya gue kaya gaada artinya deh :( (lebay ga ya?) gini deh, orang2 pada ngefans sama panic, seenggaknya mereka bikin video sambil main alat musik yang mereka bisa di video, terus di taro di youtube. pengen bangeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet! tapi gue ga bisa, cuman afal doang, ga bisa bikin video terus gue pamerin keorang2 di youtube kalo gue ngefaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaans bgt sama patd.

pengen banget bisa main gitar, pengen banget bikin video, pengen banget main gitar sambil nyanyi terus di videoin di masukin ke youtube, pengen banget deh nyanyiin semua lagu panic terus gue video in gue masukin ke youtube, pengen bangeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet! gue afalin kok semua lagunya, cuman beberapa yang gue ga hafal huhu pengen banget nyanyiin lagu camisado apa engga time to dance terus di videoin sambil main gitar. pengen bangetttttttttttttttt

andai aja gue bisa main gitar, andai aja gue bisa ya... haha sayang gw ga bisa

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brendon urie said "happy new year to me"

HAHAHAHAHA NORAK YA GUE -_-

sebelumnya happy new year dulu deh, wish you all the best ya tahun 2010, gue juga berharap semoga hidup gue membaik di tahun 2010. gue sebenernya ga ada resolusi apa apa di tahun 2010 cuma minta semuanya berjalan lancar aja, kalopun ada cobaan ya..... dimudahin deh ya Allah :'(

capek bgt deh baru balik abis taun baruan bareng2 sama keluarga haha liat VM di kaskus numpuk, utang cendol dimana-mana, friend request di fb yang baru gw selesain tanggal 31 kmrn, (dan skrng udah numpuk jadi 30 lagi, dan isinya... JENG JENG! kaskuser semua gan) bikin gw ga betah lama2 di sana, tp akhirnya betah juga

pas malem tahun baru gw iseng iseng email si brendon (cayang unyunyu :3) berhubung gw lagi ga ol di pc, so gue email via Hotmail di hp gue

gw: Happy new year brendon :)
brendon urie: Happy New Years to you too!
gw: Thankyou, have a nice new year
brendon urie: you too =)

cekakakakakakakaka :P walaupun cuma gt doang gpp deh, gue senyum2 sampe mau tidur uuuuuuuuuuu

email-ing with brendon urie

hello blog

oh my god gue gatau apa ya gue gatau mau nulis apa yang jelas gue seneng bgt ihwaaaw. dari titlenya aja lo udah tau kan gue kenapa? GUE DAPET EMAIL BRENDON URIE BOS! TERUS GUE EMAIL-EMAIL-AN DEH AMA DIA HAHAHAHAHA ya allah masih kinyang nih gw saking senengnya. kayaknya kalo gw chat sama gebetan gw ga sampe segininya deh wihihi tangan gw dingin keringetan kaki gw dingin ohmygosssshhhh

YES DUDE!! THIS GUY! WHOM I REALLY REALLY LOVED!

jadi gatau ceritanya gw dapet email darimana, lupa gue (alasan) terus gue coba2 kan gue send email say 'hello; gt eeeeeeeeeeeeeeh di bales sama dia! siok gitu kan gw, terus gue bales... ah liat sendiri aja deh:

gw: hello there :)
brendon urie: Hey, who's this?
gw: are you brendon urie?
brendon urie: i am, yes... where did you get my email?
gw: cool! nice to chat with you. hmmm i don't know, just found it on google. how are you? huaaa i'm your biggest fan!
brendon urie: haha i'm good :) yourself? i won't respond right away since i need to get going but i'll talk to you soon
gw: me too :) well, it's ok. by the way, is that true panic will release a new album in February / March 2010?
brendon urie: We're trying to release it as soon as possible, which will be early next year, so yeah probably around february/march. at least by spring by the latest if all goes well
gw: wow, i can't wait for that! then what about ian crawford and dallon weekes will join the panic! at the disco? is that true?
brendon urie: We haven't made any plans for them to become permanent members, but it's something we'll keep in mind
gw: wow, i had thought earlier that ryan ross won't be replaced, but i was wrong ;(
brendon urie: People change, you know?
gw: i know, i've learned about it, panic at the disco will still be the greatest and the best band whatever happens :) i trust Brendon and spencer
brendon urie: Thank you :)
gw: your welcome :) please give my regards to spencer. i'm so sorry i could only silence at home and looked at photos of you and to contact you only through cyberspace
brendon urie: it's okay :) are you using a translator?
(yah ketauan gan -_-')
gw: hehe a little :D my english isn't perfect as you. hmm how did you know?
brendon urie: I can tell by some of the things you say. I'm used to talking to people who use a translator =P they don't translate perfectly
gw: well, you get it :D i'm still in senior high school, 2nd grade, indonesia, my english teacher hasn't taught all about the english language to me. so, i apologize if i made some trouble with my english
brendon urie: Nah, it's cute. How old are you?
gw: thanks :D i'm 14, too young rite? huh ;(
brendon urie: too young for...what?
gw: ahahaha no no no, forget it. you're 23 rite?
(tadinya gw mau bilang, too young buat kawin ama lu -_- tp gajadi zz)
brendon urie: i'm 22
gw: waw, i had thought you were 19, because your face is very young, baby face ;)
brendon urie: haha some people say i look older, some people say i look younger
gw: haha maybe your makeup effects that you wear when you perform in front of them might be able to influence their thoughts about how old you are
brendon urie: true... but we don't wear make up anymore =P
gw: awesome! i love men without makeup, they're looks gentleman without 'wearing masks on their faces'. i thought you use make u, but i was wrong, hehe cool :p
brendon urie: Nah we haven't in about 3 years or something like that
gw: hoo i see, emm well, if i may know, approximately what's your resolutions in 2010?
brendon urie: hmm... i hadn't really thought about it... but probably to get the album out, make some friends and stay healthy. yours?
gw: well i hope you can get it. me? sometimes i think this resolution is crazy and stupid but i've a desire that brendon urie reply or follow my twitter hahaha crazy isn't it? -_-

sebel bgt gw abis itu dia balesnya lama hhhh kayaknya dia ga mau bales gitu wkwkwk

gw: eeeeh no, im just kidding :p
brendon urie: haha i don't respond to any fans
(anjaaa songong ya wkwk)
gw: haha i know, what are you doing?
brendon urie: i'm just hanging out, you?
gw: are you on holiday? now i'm just watching tv and chat with my friends
brendon urie: well we're working a lot on the album, but yeah pretty much
gw: if i may know, how many tracks are there on your album? wow i can't wait for your new album
brendon urie: thanks :) we aren't exactly sure yet... we have a lot to pick and choose from, so probably around 15 or so
gw: great! i hope no one will take my ipod because i'm sure february / march ears will continue to ask for your voice :P by the way, if i may know, who's your girlf now? hehe just asking
brendon urie: haha :) her name is Sarah
(oooh mbak Saroh toh --' eh sarah deh)
gw: sarah orzechowski? i just found her images on google, she's very cute :) how long have you been together?
brendon urie: that's her :) yep, she is. we've been together a year or so
gw: wow, i hope that you will stay together :) (actually i'm a little jealous -_-)
brendon urie: thanks, sorry :p
gw: hehe it's ok, im just kidding

eh abis itu dia ga bales lagi haha yaudah ah gw juga udah keabisan pertanyaan ama dia wkwk aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah seneng banget rasanya :$

MIMPI RYAN ROSS & BRENDON URIE KERUMAH GUE!

lo tau kan dia siapa? iya kan tau kan? tau lah tau dong! eh yang bener tau ga? ahaha kalo gatau ge kasih tau deh, itu tuh Ryan Ross sama Brendon Urie! waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa lo harus tau ya semalem gue mimpiin mereka gitu ahahaha :p mungkin gara2 abis chat terus masang pm RyanRoss terus belom sign out sama kebiasan gue akhir - akhir ini yang suka nge spam di mentionnya Brendon jadi gitu kali ya. HAHAHAHA TAPI EMANG SIH! kalo kata desty tuh kalo sebelum tidur ke pikirian itu tuh bakalan kebawa mimpi.

terus ya ceritanya dia kan kerumah gue tuh, abis itu dia duduk kan, rasanya kayak bukan rumah gw! serius deh itu malah menurut gw bukan rumah gw (terus rumah siapa ya?!@#$%) nah abis itu si Brendon sama Ryan mau liat koleksi lagu Panic! at the Disco gue, yaudah kan gue keruangan depan mereka duduk itu buat ngambil laptop sama flashdisk, kebetulan pintunya ga gue tutup, pas gue nengok sekali, si Brendon sama Ryan masih utak atik laptopnya dia tuh, nah sementara gw sibuk ganti background flashdisk gue yang taylor lautner mau gw ganti jadi foto Ryan Ross -____-' (:hammer:) nah abis itu pas nengok lagi, si Brendon udah ga ada! kayaknya ke toilet gitu.

pas gue terakhir nengok, si Ryan ngeliatin gueeeeeeeeeeeeee :$ :$ terus gue senyum ke dia, terus dia senyum balik ke gue lebaaaaaaaaar banget :)))) aaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhh sweet banget deh pokoknya senyumnya dia, ya ampun gue pas mimpi aja sampe melting gitu wihihihi

dan blablabla gue lupa jalan ceritanya, setengah terapus dari memori gue

pas bangian terakhir, sumpah, ini real! gue ga boong! gue ga mengarang2.

ceritanya gw ke dapur kan, terus udah berantakan gitu ada tahu lah sayuran segala macem, terus gue liat ryan ross lagi ngulek?!@#$% what the hell banget kan ryan ross bikin ketoprak ngapain bae gitu, terus gue liat brendon ke kamar mandi (ada apaan sih si brendon ke kamar mandi mulu, ganti soptek apa ya WQWQWQ) terus udah kan, dia gabisa ngulek akhirnya gw bantuin tuh.

ih kenapa sih endingnya harus ngeselin gitu, kenapa ga endingnya gw di peluk Ryan Ross terus kissing terus pacaran terus married~ kan enak!

sebenernya gue ga pengen bangun tuh waktu itu, tapi gara gara embak gue bangunin gw bilang "mel nih dikasih duit ama mama buat ntar jajan" gue jadi kebangun! grrr terus gue mau coba buat tidur lagi eeeh hape gw berisik! si Rifky nyapa nyapa mulu kaga penting terneng! terneng! aaaaah coba gw sign out msn semalem!